Last Chemo Treatment - Dec 1st at 9:30

Hi to all my bloggers!

Tomorrow is my last chemo treatment. Wow... tomorrow is my last chemo. Please pray for me. For some reason I am very teary eyed. I am finally to the last... heavy sigh. I have such mixed emotions. I am very emotional, nervous, utterly exhausted, utterly tired, sometimes I must remind myself to breath and happy all at the same time. But at the same time I know that I am: getting rid of the ovarian cancer cells, alive, getting back to my old self very soon, beautiful, faithful, smart, a good friend, funny, afraid of birds (that get in my house!), resourceful, looking forward to a VERY bright future, loving and a bright light!

Let's all focus on the positive "I am's". Do that for me, please.

I know my path has a purpose. I will follow.

I want to share a scripture with you all that Pastor Dan shared with me today. Thanks Dan.

"Have you never heard or understood? Don't you know that the Lord is the everlasting God, the creator of all the earth? He never grows faint or weary. No one can measure the depths of His understanding. He gives power to those who are tired and worn out; he offers strength to the weak. Even youths will become exhausted, and young men will give up. But those who wait on the Lord will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint"
Isaiah 40:28-31

Notes: Even the strongest people get tired, but God's power and strength never diminish. He is never too tired or too busy to help and listen. His strength is our source of strength. When you feel all of life crushing you and you cannot go another step. remember that you can call upon God to renew your strength. (NLT version notes)

I <3 U all and miss you even more,
Jude